

Votum Ante DecessusPrayer before DeathVotum Ante Decessus
Lords that are two, from above and below, harken
for I seeketh thy ears, thy wisdom, thy voice, guide soon those dear, disraught they will be,
at mine own choice, be they ever so near
I asketh thou, in this dark time, to speaketh to them, give them a sign
that though I take leave, depart this pain it ist by their own doing this far, I came
had it not been, for them, their bond, my own self, would be gone, for long
of my pain, they may have known or they may


The Broken ToyWhy did you steal my child away,The Broken Toy
Why take away my life,
Why beat my soul everyday
Fucking WHY twist the knife
Pricking away with a dagger,
Hacking away with a sword,
Beating away with a hammer
Strangling away with a cord
You liar
You scoundrel
You undeserving being
You eat me up
You spit me out
You shred through my feelings
I once was happy,
Euphoric, full of joy,
Now what am I?
A worn, sad, broken toy.
So throw me out the door again,
And just you wait an see.
You think